|Christ Is Best: or, St. Paul's Strait
by Richard Sibbes
The Servants of God are Oftentimes in Great Straits
I Have a Desire.
I Desire to Depart.
I Desire to Depart, and to be With Christ
But May not a Good Christian Fear Death?
Which is far better
How Shall We Attain This?
Nevertheless, to Abide in the Flesh is More Needful for You
The Evil of Maligning Good Men
Denial of the Best for the Church's Benefit
Do a Good Work
Nothing is Wasted for God
Make Use of His Example
To Die Well is a Matter of Every Day
"For I am in a strait between two, having a desire to depart, and to be with
Christ, which is best of all; nevertheless to abide in the flesh is most needful
for you." Phil. 1:23, 24.
The apostle Paul here had a double desire, one in regard of himself, to be with
Christ; another, out of his love of God's church and people, to abide still in
the flesh; and between these two he is in a great strait, not knowing which to
choose. But the love of the church of Christ triumphed in him, above the love of
his own salvation, so as he was content, out of self-denial, to want the joys of
heaven for a time, that he might yet further comfort the people of God.
In the words you have, 1, St Paul's straits: 2, his desires that caused them, as
in regard of himself, which was to be with Christ; so, in respect of the church
of God, which was to abide still here, 3, the reasons of both, (1) to be with
Christ is far better for me, (2) to abide in the flesh more needful for you; and
4, his resolution upon all, being willing for the church's good still to abide
here, rather than go to heaven and enjoy his own happiness. St Paul's soul was
as a ship, between two winds, tossed up and down, and as iron between two
loadstones, drawn first one way, then another; the one loadstone was his own
good, to be in heaven; the other was the good of God's people, to abide still in
The Servants of God are Oftentimes in Great Straits
Obs. Observe hence that the servants of God are oftentimes in great straits.
Some things are so exceeding bad that, without any deliberation or delay at all,
we ought presently to abominate them, as Satan's temptations to sin, to
distrust, despair, etc. Some things also are so good that we should immediately
cleave unto them, as matters of religion and piety. There should be no delay in
these holy businesses. Deliberation here, argues weakness. Some things, again,
are of an ambiguous and doubtful nature, requiring our best consideration. Such
was Paul's strait in this place. He had reasons swaying him on both sides; and
such is the happy estate of a Christian, that whatsoever he had chosen had been
well for him; only, God who rules our judgments, will have us to make choice.
God might have determined whether Paul should live or die, but he would not
without Paul's choice. That which is good, is not good to us, but upon choice
and advice. When God hath given us abilities to discourse and examine things, he
will have us make use of them, and therefore the apostle useth reasons on both
sides, it is better to die for me, it is better to live for you, etc.
Wicked men have their deliberations, and their straits too; but it is as with
the rich man in the gospel, what they shall do, how they may pull down their
barns, and build bigger, etc., Luke xii. 18. Their main strait is at the hour of
death; live they cannot, die they dare not. There is so much guilt of sin upon
their consciences, they know not which way to turn themselves. Oh, what fearful
straits will sin bring men into! But the apostle was straitened in an higher
nature than this, whether it were better for the glory of God (which he aimed at
above all) for him to go to heaven and enjoy happiness in his own person, or to
abide still, for the comfort of God's saints, on earth.
The ground of this difficulty and strait was his present desire.
I Have a Desire
I have a desire. Desires are the immediate issue of the soul, the motion and
stirring of the same to something that likes it. When there is anything set
before the soul having a magnetical force, as the loadstone, to draw out the
motions thereof, we call that desire, though for the present it enjoys it not.
1. St Paul's desire was spiritual; not after happiness, so much as holiness. 'O
miserable man that I am,' saith he, 'who shall deliver me from this body of
death?' Rom. vii. 24. His desire of death was to be freed from the body of sin,
more than to be taken out of the flesh; and his desire of holiness, to have
Christ's image stamped on his soul, was more than of eternal happiness. Nature
cannot do this. It is a work above the flesh, for that will not hear of
departing, but rather bids God and Christ depart from it.
2. This desire came from a taste of sweetness in communion with Christ; and
those desires that most ravish the soul in apprehension of heavenly things are
ever the most holy. St Paul knew what a sweet communion Christ was.
3. It was a constant desire. He doth not say I desire, but I have a desire, I
carry the same about me, and that carries me to a love of Christ and his
4. It was efficacious, not a naked velleity, not a wish of the sluggard, I
would, and I would, but a strong desire, carrying him even through death itself
to Christ. Desires thus qualified are blessed desires. As where we see vapours
arise, there are springs usually below them, so where these desires are, there
is always a spring of grace in that soul. Nothing characteriseth a Christian so
much as holy and blessed desires, for there is no hypocrisy in them.
I Desire to Depart
I desire to depart. There must be a parting and a departing; there must be a
parting in this world with all outward excellencies, from the sweet enjoyment of
the creatures; there must be a parting between soul and body, between friend and
friend, and whatever is near and dear unto us. All shall determine in death.
And there must be a departing also. Here we cannot stay long; away we must; we
are for another place. Oh that we could make use of these common truths! How far
are we from making a right use of the mysteries of salvation, when we cannot
make use of common truths which we have daily experience of! Holy Moses,
considering the suddenness of his departure hence, begged of God to teach him to
number his days, that he might apply his heart unto wisdom, Ps. xc. 12.
Death is but a departing, which word is taken from loosing from the shore, or
removing of a ship to another coast. We must all be unloosened from our houses
of clay, and be carried to another place, to heaven. Paul labours to sweeten so
harsh a thing as death, by comfortable expressions of it. It is but a sloop, a
going home, a laying aside our earthly tabernacle, to teach us this point of
heavenly wisdom, that we should look on death as it is now in the gospel, not as
it was in the law and by nature; for so it is a passage to hell, and lets us in
to all miseries whatsoever.
Some things are desirable for themselves, as happiness and holiness; some things
are desirable not for themselves, but as they make way to better things, being
sour, and bitter to nature themselves; as physic is desired not for itself, but
for health. We desire health for itself, and physic for health, so to be with
Christ is a thing desirable of itself; but because we cannot come to Christ but
by the dark passage of death, saith Paul, I desire to depart, that so my death
may be a passage to Christ; so that death was the object of St Paul's desire so
far as it made way for better things.
I Desire to Depart, and to be With Christ
To be with Christ that came from heaven to be here on earth with us, and
descended that we should ascend; to be with him, that hath done and suffered so
much for us; to be with Christ that delighted to be with us; to be with Christ
that emptied himself, and became of no reputation, that became poor to make us
rich; to be with Christ our husband, now contracted here, that all may be made
up in heaven, this was the thing Paul desired.
Quest. Why doth he not say, I desire to be in heaven?
Ans. Because heaven is not heaven without Christ. It is better to be in any
place with Christ than to be in heaven itself without him. All delicacies
without Christ are but as a funeral banquet. Where the master of the feast is
away, there is nothing but solemnness. What is all without Christ? I say the
joys of heaven are not the joys of heaven without Christ; he is the very heaven
True love is carried to the person. It is adulterous love, to love the thing, or
the gift, more than the person. St Paul loved the person of Christ, because he
felt sweet experience that Christ loved him, his love was but a reflection of
Christ's love first. He loved to see Christ, to embrace him, and enjoy him that
had done so much and suffered so much for his soul, that had forgiven him so
many sins, etc.
The reason is, because it is best of all. To be with Christ is to be at the
spring-head of all happiness. It is to be in our proper element. Every creature
thinks itself best in its own element, that is the place it thrives in, and
enjoys its happiness in; now Christ is the element of a Christian. Again, it is
far better, because to be with Christ is to have the marriage consummate. Is not
marriage better than the contract? Is not home better than absence? To be with
Christ is to be at home. Is not triumph better than to be in conflict? But to be
with Christ is to triumph over all enemies, to be out of Satan's reach. Is not
perfection better than imperfection? Here all is but imperfect, in heaven there
is perfection; therefore that is much better than any good below, for all are
but shadows here, there is reality. What is riches? What are the worm-eaten
pleasures of the world? What are the honours of the earth, but mere shadows of
good? 'At the right hand of Christ are pleasures indeed,' Ps. xvi. 11, honours
indeed, riches indeed; there is reality.
If we speak of grace, and good things, it is better to be with Christ than enjoy
the graces and comforts of the Holy Ghost here. Why? Because they are all
stained and mixed. Here our peace is interrupted with desertion and trouble.
Here the joys of the Holy Ghost are mingled with sorrow. Here the grace in a man
is with combat of flesh and spirit, but in heaven there is pure peace, pure joy,
pure grace: for what is glory but the perfection of grace. Grace indeed is glory
here, but it is glory with conflict. The Scripture calls grace glory sometimes,
but it is glory with imperfection. Beloved, perfection is better than
imperfection, therefore to be with Christ is far better.
And is it much 'far better' to die, that we may be with Christ, than to live
here a conflicting life? Why should we then fear death, that is but a passage to
Christ? It is but a grim sergeant that lets us into a glorious palace, that
strikes off our bolts, that takes off our rags, that we may be clothed with
better robes, that ends all our misery, and is the beginning of all our
happiness. Why should we therefore be afraid of death? It is but a departure to
a better condition? It is but as Jordan to the children of Israel, by which they
passed to Canaan. It is but as the Red Sea by which they were going that way.
Therefore we have no reason to fear death. Of itself it is an enemy indeed, but
now it is harmless, nay, now it is become a friend, amicable to us, a sweet
friend. It is one part of the church's jointure, death. 'All things are yours,'
saith the apostle, Paul and Apollos, 'life and death,' 1 Cor. iii. 22.
Death is ours and for our good. It doth us more good than all the friends we
have in the world. It determines and ends all our misery and sin; and it is the
suburbs of heaven. It lets us into those joys above. It is a shame for
Christians therefore, to be afraid of that that Paul here makes the object of
But May not a Good Christian Fear Death?
I answer, Not, so far as a Christian is led with the Spirit of God, and is truly
spiritual; for the Spirit carries us upward. But as far as we are earthly and
carnal, and biassed downward to things below, we are loath to depart hence. In
some cases God's children are afraid to die, because their accounts are not
ready. Though they love Christ, and are in a good way, yet notwithstanding,
because they have not prepared themselves by care, as a woman that hath her
husband abroad and desires his coming, but all is not prepared in the house,
therefore she desires that he may stay awhile; so the soul that is not exact,
that is not in that frame that it should be in, saith, 'Oh stay a while that I
may recover my strength, before I go hence and be no more seen,' Ps. xxxix. 18;
but as far as we are guided by the Spirit of God sanctifying us, and are in such
a condition as we should be in, so far the thoughts of death ought not to be
terrible to us; nor indeed are they.
Beloved, there is none but a Christian that can desire death; because it is the
end of all comfort here, it is the end of all callings and employments, of all
sweetness whatsoever in this world. If another man that is not a Christian,
desire heaven, he desires it not as heaven, or to be with Christ as Christ; he
desires it under some notion suitable to his corruption; for our desires are as
ourselves are, as our aims are. No carnal worldly man, but hath carnal worldly
aims. A worldly man cannot go beyond the world. It is his sphere. A carnal man
cannot go beyond the flesh. Therefore a carnal man cannot desire heaven. A man
that is under the power of any lust, can desire nothing but the satisfying of
that lust. Heaven is no place for such. None but a child of God can desire that;
for if we consider heaven, and to be with Christ, to be perfect holiness, can he
desire it that hates holiness here? Can he desire the image of God upon him that
hates it in others and in himself too? Can he desire the communion of saints,
that of all societies hates it the most? Can he desire to be flee from sin, that
engulfs himself continually in sin? He cannot, and therefore as long as he is
under the thraldom and dominion of any lust he may desire heaven indeed, but it
is only so far as he may have his lusts there, his pleasures, honours, and
riches there too. If he may have heaven with that, he is contented; but alas!
Brethren, heaven must not be so desired. St Paul did otherwise; he desired to be
dissolved, to be with Christ. He desired it as the perfection of the image of
God, under the notion of holiness and freedom from sin, as I said before.
Which is Far Better
Obs. Again, we see that God reserves the best for the last. God's last works are
his best works. The new heaven and the new earth are the best; the second wine
that Christ created himself was the best; spiritual things are better than
natural. A Christian's last is his best.
God will have it so, for the comfort of Christians, that every day they live,
they may think, my best is not yet, my best is to come, that every day they
rise, they may think, I am nearer heaven one day than I was before, I am nearer
death, and therefore nearer to Christ. What a solace is this to a gracious
heart! A Christian is a happy man in his life, but happier in his death, because
then he goes to Christ; but happiest of all in heaven, for then he is with
Christ. How contrary to a carnal man, that lives according, to the sway of his
own base lusts! He is miserable in his life, more miserable in his death, but
most miserable of all after death. I beseech you, lay this to heart. Methinks,
considering that death is but a way for us to be with Christ, which is far
better, this should sweeten the thinking of death to us, and we should comfort
ourselves daily that we are nearer happiness.
How Shall We Attain This?
Quest. But how shall we attain this sanctified sweet desire that Paul had, to
die, and be with Christ?
Ans. 1. Let us carry ourselves as Paul did, and then we shall have the same
desires. St Paul before death, in his lifetime me, 'had his conversation in
heaven,' Phil. iii. 1. His mind was there, and his soul followed after. There is
no man's soul comes into heaven, but his mind is there first. It was an easy
matter for him to desire to be with Christ, having his conversation in heaven
already. Paul in meditation was, where he was not, and he was not where he was.
He was in heaven when his body was on earth.
2. Again, St Paul had loosed his affections from all earthly things; therefore
it was an easy matter for him to desire to be with Christ. 'I am crucified to
the world, and the world is crucified to me,' etc., Gal. vi. 14. If once a
Christian comes to this pass, death will be welcome to him. Those whose hearts
are fastened to the world, cannot easily desire Christ.
3. Again, holy St Paul laboured to keep a good conscience in all things. 'Herein
I exercise myself, to have a good conscience towards God and men,' etc., Acts
xxiv. 16. It is easy for him to desire to be dissolved, that hath his conscience
sprinkled with the blood of Christ, Heb. x. 22, free from a purpose of living in
any sin. But where there is a stained, defiled, polluted conscience, there
cannot be this desire; for the heart of man, naturally, as the prophet saith,
'casts up mire and dirt,' Isa. lvii. 20. It casts up fears, and objections, and
murmurings, and repinings. Oh, beloved, we think not what mischief sin will do
us, when we suffer it to seize upon our consciences; when it is once written
there with the claw of a diamond, and with a pen of iron, Jer. xvii.1. who shall
get it out? Nothing but great repentance and faith, applying the blood of
Christ. It is no easy matter to get it off there, and to get the conscience at
peace again; and when conscience is not appeased, there will be all clamours
within. It will fear to appear before the judgment-seat. A guilty conscience
trembles at the mention of death. Therefore I wonder how men that live in
swearing in looseness, in filthiness, in debauchery of life, that labour to
satisfy their lusts and corruptions, I wonder how they can think of death
without trembling, considering that they are under the guilt of so many sins.
Oh, beloved, the exercising of the heart to keep a clear conscience, can only
breed this desire in us to depart, and to be with Christ. You have a company of
wretched persons, proud enough in their own conceits, and censorious. Nothing
can please them, whose whole life is acted by Satan joining with the lusts of
their flesh, and they do nothing but put stings into death every day, and arm
death against themselves, which when once it appears, their conscience, which is
a hell within them, is wakened, and where are they? They can stay here no
longer; they must appear before the dreadful Judge; and then where are all their
pleasures and contentments, for which they neglected heaven and happiness, peace
of conscience, and all? Oh, therefore let us walk holily with our God, and
maintain inward peace all we can, if we desire to depart hence with comfort.
4. Again, Paul had got assurance that he was in Christ, by his union with him.
'I live not,' saith he, 'but Christ lives in me,' Gal. ii. 19. Therefore labour
for assurance of salvation, that you may feel the Spirit of Christ in you,
sanctifying and altering your carnal dispositions to be like his. 'I know whom I
have trusted,' 2 Tim. i. 12, saith he. He was as sure of his salvation, as if he
had had it already. How few live as if they intended any such matter as this,
assurance of salvation, without which how can we ever desire to be dissolved,
and to be with Christ? Will a man leave his house, though it be never so mean,
when he knows not whither to go? Will a man leave the prison, when he knows he
shall be carried to execution? Oh, no; he had rather be in the dungeon still. So
when there is guilt on the soul, that it is not assured of salvation, but rather
hath cause to fear the contrary, can it say, 'I desire to depart, and be with
Christ,' etc.? No; they had rather abide in the flesh still, if they could, for
ever, for all eternity. Therefore, if we would come to Paul's desire, labour to
come to the frame of the holy apostle's spirit. He knew whom he had believed; he
was assured that nothing could separate him from the love of God, neither life,
nor death, nor anything whatsoever that could befall him, Rom. viii. 38, 39.
5. Paul had an art of sweetening the thoughts of death. He considered it only as
a departure from earth to heaven. When death was presented unto him as a passage
to Christ, it was an easy matter to desire the same; therefore it should be the
art of Christians to present death as a passage to a better life, to labour to
bring our souls into such a condition, as to think death not to be a death to
us, but the death of itself. Death dies when I die, and I begin to live when I
die. It is a sweet passage to life. We never live till we die. This was Paul's
art. He had a care to look beyond death, to heaven; and when he looked upon
death, he looked on it but as a passage to Christ: so let it be our art and
skill. Would we cherish a desire to die, let us look on death as a passage to
Christ, and look beyond it to heaven. All of us must go through this dark
passage to Christ, which when we consider as Paul did, it will be an easy matter
Nevertheless, to Abide in the Flesh is More Needful for You
This is the other desire of Paul, that brought him into this strait. He was
troubled whether he should die, which was far better for himself, or live, which
was more needful for them; but the love of God's people did prevail in holy St
Paul, above the desire of heaven, and the present enjoying his own happiness.
Oh, the power of grace in the hearts of God's children, that makes them content
to be without the joys of heaven for a time, that they may do God's service, in
serving his church here upon earth.
Obs. 1. Observe hence, that the lives of worthy men, especially magistrates and
ministers, are very needful for the church of God.
The reason is, because God's manner of dispensation is, to convey all good to
men, by the means of men like ourselves for the most part; and this he doth to
knit us into a holy communion one with another. Therefore it is needful that
holy men should abide. In regard of the church of God, their lives are very
If we consider good, the great benefit that comes by them, we shall easily yield
to this; for what a deal of sin doth a good magistrate stop and hinder! When
there were good judges and good kings in Israel, see what a reformation there
was. Antichrist could not come in when the Roman empire flourished, 2 Thes. ii.
7, though now the Roman empire hinder the fall of antichrist, because antichrist
hath given her the cup of fornication, and they are drunk with the whore's cup;
but at the first it was not so. Beloved, whilst good magistrates and good
ministers continue in a place, there is a hindrance of heresies and sin, etc. If
they be once removed, there is a floodgate opened for all manner of sin and
corruption to break in at. Yea, there is abundance of good comes in by gracious
1. By their counsel and direction: 'The lips of the righteous feed many,' Prov.
2. By their reformation of abuses, by planting God's ordinances and good orders,
whereby God's wrath is appeased. They stand in the gap, and stop evil. They
reform it, and labour to establish that which is pleasing to God.
S. Gracious persons, in what condition soever they are, carry the blessing of
God with them. Wheresoever they are, God and his blessing goes along with them.
4. They do a great deal of good by their pattern and example. They are the
'lights of the world,' Philip. ii. 15, that give aim to others in the darkness
of this life.
5. They can by their prayers bind God, as it were, that he shall not inflict his
judgments. They do a world of good by this way. A praying force and army is as
good as a fighting army. Moses did as much good by prayer, as the soldiers in
the valley when they fought with Amalek. They are favourites with God in heaven,
therefore St Paul saith, It is needful for you that I abide in the flesh.
Gracious men are public treasures, and storehouses, wherein every man hath a
share, a portion; they are public springs in the wilderness of this world, to
refresh the souls of people; they are trees of righteousness, that stretch out
their boughs for others to shelter under, and to gather fruit from. You have an
excellent picture of this in Daniel, in the dream of Nebuchadnezzar, Dan. iv.
21. The magistrates there, are compared to a great tree, wherein the birds build
their nests, and the beasts shelter themselves; so a good magistrate, especially
if he be in great place, is as a great tree for comfort and shelter. Oh,
beloved, the lives of good men are very useful. A good man, saith the
philosopher, is a common good; because as soon as ever a man becomes gracious,
he hath a public mind, as he hath a public place, nay, whether he hath a public
place or no, he hath a public mind. It is needful, therefore, that there be such
If this be so, then we may lament the death of worthy men, because we lose part
of our strength in the loss of such, God's custom being to convey much good by
them; and when there is scarcity of good men, we should say with Micah, Woe is
me, the good is perished from the earth, Micah vii. 2. They keep judgments from
a place, and derive a blessing upon it. Howsoever the world judgeth them, and
accounts them not worthy to live yet God accounts the world unworthy of them.
They are God's jewels, they are his treasure and his portion, therefore we ought
to lament their death, and to desire their lives; and we ought to desire our own
lives, as long as we may be useful to the church; and be content to want heaven
for a time. Beloved, it is not for the good of God's children that they live; as
soon as ever they are in the state of grace they have a title to heaven, but it
is for others. When once we are in Christ, we live for others, not for
ourselves. That a father is kept alive, it is for his children's sake; that good
magistrates are kept alive, it is for their subjects' sake; that a good minister
is kept alive, out of the present enjoying of heaven, it is for the people's
sake that God hath committed to him to instruct; for, as Paul saith here, in
regard of my own particular, it is better for me to be with Christ.
The Evil of Maligning Good Men
Use. If God convey so much good by worthy men to us, then what wretches are they
that malign them, persecute them, etc., speak ill of those that speak to God for
them? Doth the world continue for a company of wretches, a company of profane,
blasphemous, loose, disorderly livers? Oh no; for if God had not a church in the
world, a company of good people, heaven and earth would fall in pieces. There
would be an end presently. It is for good people only that the world continues.
They are the pillars of the tottering world, they are the stakes in the fence,
they are the foundation of the building, and if they were once taken out, all
would come down; there would be a confusion of all. Therefore those that oppose
and disquiet gracious and good men are enemies to their own good; they cut the
bough which they stand on; they labour to pull down the house that covers
themselves, being blinded with malice and a diabolical spirit. Take heed of such
a disposition. It comes near to the sin against the Holy Ghost to hate any man
for goodness; because, perhaps, his good life reproacheth us. Such a one would
hate Christ himself if he were here. How can a man desire to be with Christ when
he hates his image in another? Therefore if God convey so much good by other men
that are good, let us make much of them, as public persons, as instruments of
our good. Take away malice, and pride, and a poisonful spirit, and all their
good is ours. What hinders that we have no good by them? Pride and an envious
Denial of the Best for the Church's Benefit
Obs. A second thing that I observe hence is this, holy and gracious men, that
are led by the Spirit of God, can deny themselves and their own best good for
the church's benefit. They know that God hath appointed them as instruments to
convey good to others; and knowing this, they labour to come to Paul's spirit
here, to desire to live, to have life in patience, and death in desire in regard
of themselves; for it were much better for a good man to be in heaven, out of
misery, out of this conflicting condition with the devil and devilish-minded
Reason 1. The reason is, because a good man, as soon as he is a good man, hath
the spirit of love in him, and 'love seeketh not its own,' 1 Cor. xiii. 6, but
the good of another; and as the love of Christ and the love of God possesseth
and seizeth upon the soul, so self-love decays. What is gracious love but a
decay of self love? The more self-love decays, the more we deny ourselves.
2. Again, God's people have the Spirit of Christ in them, who minded not his own
things, 1 Cor. x. 24. If Christ had minded his own things, where had our
salvation been? Christ was content to leave heaven, and to take our nature upon
him, to be Emmanuel, God with us, that we might be with God for ever in heaven.
He was content, not on]y to leave heaven, but to be born in the womb of a
virgin. He was content to stoop to the grave. He stooped as low as hell in love
to us. Now, where Christ's Spirit is, it will bring men from their altitudes and
excellencies, and make them to stoop to serve the church, and account it an
honour to be an instrument to do good. Christ was content to be accounted, not
only a servant of God, but of the church. 'My righteous servant,' etc., Isa.
liii. 11. Those that have the Spirit of Christ have a spirit of self-denial of
their own. We see the blessed angels are content to be ministering spirits for
us, and it is thought to be the sin of the devil, pride, when he scorned to
stoop to the keeping of man, an inferior creature to himself. The blessed angels
do not scorn to attend upon a poor child, 'little ones.' A christian is a
consecrated person, and he is none of his own. He is a sacrifice as soon as he
is a Christian. He is Christ's. He gives himself to Christ; and as he gives
himself, so he gives his life and all to Christ, as Paul saith of the
Corinthians, they gave themselves and their goods to him, 2 Cor. viii. 5. When a
Christian gives himself to Christ, he gives all to Christ; all his labour and
pains, and whatsoever he knows that Christ can serve himself of him for his
church's good and his glory. He knows that Christ is wiser than he; therefore he
resigns himself to his disposal, resolving, if he live, he lives to the Lord;
and if he die, he dies to the Lord, Rom. xiv. 8; that so, whether he live or
die, he may be the Lord's.
Do a Good Work
Use 1. Oh, beloved, that we had the spirit of St Paul, and the Spirit of Christ,
to set us a work to do good while we are here, 'to deny ourselves,' Titus ii.
12. Oh, it would be meat and drink, as it was to our blessed Saviour Christ, to
do good all kinds of ways. Consider all the capacities and abilities we have to
do good, this way and that way, in this relation and that relation, that we may
be trees of righteousness, that the more we bear the more we may bear. God will
mend his own trees. He will purge them and prune them to 'bring forth more
fruit,' John xv. 2. God cherisheth fruitful trees. In the law of Moses, when
they besieged any place, he commanded them to spare fruitful trees. God spares a
fruitful person till he have done his work. We know not how much good one man
may do, though he be a mean person. Sometimes one poor wise man delivereth the
city, Eccles. ix. 15; and the righteous delivereth the land. We see for one
servant, Joseph, Potiphar's house was blessed, Gen. xxxix. 3. Naaman had a poor
maidservant that was the occasion of his conversion, 2 Kings v. Grace will set
anybody a-work. It puts a dexterity into any, though never so mean. They carry
God's blessing wheresoever they go, and they bethink themselves when they are in
any condition to do good, as he saith in Esther iv. 14, 'God hath called me to
this place, perhaps for this end.' We should often put this question to
ourselves, Why hath God called me to this place? for such and such a purpose?
Now, that we may be fruitful as Paul was, let us labour to have humble spirits.
God delights in an humble spirit, and not in a proud spirit, for that takes all
the glory to itself. God delights to use humble spirits, that are content to
stoop to any service for others, that think no office too mean.
2. Get loving hearts. Love is full of invention, how shall I glorify God? How
shall I do good to others? how shall I bring to heaven as many as I can? Love is
a sweet and boundless affection, full of holy devices.
3. Labour to have sufficiency in our places, that you may have ability to do
good. Oh, when these meet together, ability and sufficiency; and a willing, a
large, and gracious heart and a fit object to do good to, whet a deal of Good is
4. And when we find opportunity of doing any good, let us resolve upon it,
resolve to honour God, and serve him in spite of flesh and blood; for we must
get every good work that we do out of the fire, as it were; we must get it out
with travail, and pains. We carry that about us that will hinder us. Let us
therefore labour to have sincere aims in that we do to please God, and then
resolve to do all the good we can.
To stir us up to be more and more fruitful in our places, let us consider we
live for others, and not for ourselves, when we are good Christians once. It was
a good speech of that godly Palsgrave, great grandfather to him that is
(Frederick the godly they called him), when he was to die, 'It is enough for
you,' saith he, 'I have lived hitherto for you, now let me live for myself.' We
live here all our life for others, therefore let us think while we live, how we
may do most good in the church of God.
Nothing is Wasted for God
For encouragement hereunto consider, God will undertake to recompense all the
good we do, to a 'cup of cold water,' Mark ix. 41. We shall not lose a sigh, a
groan, for the church. God would account himself dishonored if it should not be
rewarded. He hath pawned his faithfulness upon it; 'he is not unfaithful to be
unmindful of your good works,' Heb. vi. 10.
Nay, we have a present reward and contentment of conscience: as light
accompanies fire, so peace and joy accompany every good action. All is not
reserved for heaven. A Christian hath some beginnings of happiness here. When he
doth that that is contrary to flesh and blood, how full of sweet joy is a
fruitful soul! Those that are fruitful in their places never want arguments of
good assurance of salvation. It is your lazy, lukewarm Christian that wants
assurance. Therefore I beseech you be stirred up, to live desired in the world,
and die lamented; labour to be useful in your places all you can; to be as the
olive and fig-tree, delighting God and man, and not to cumber the ground of the
church with barrenness. Sins of omission--because men were not fruitful in their
places--was a ground of damnation; 'cast the unprofitable servant into outer
darkness,' Mat. xxv. 80; put case he did no harm; aye, but he was unprofitable.
Such was the cursed disposition of Ephraim; he brought forth fruit to himself.
Oh this looking to ourselves. When we make ourselves the beginning and the end
of all the good we do, it is an argument of a barren person. None ever came to
heaven but those that denied themselves.
I see I cannot proceed in this point. You may by the Spirit of God enlarge it in
your thoughts and bring home what hath been said, to your own souls. Labour that
you may be such as others may make use of you, and not be the burdens and
calamities of the time, as many are, that live for nothing but to do good men
good by vexing of them. That is all the good they do: by vexing their patience
they exercise their grace a contrary way.
Let us not be briars and unfruitful plants, labouring to be great by the public
miseries. As they say, great fishes grow big by devouring many little ones; as a
dragon comes to be great by devouring many little serpents, so many grow great
by the ruin of others. Oh beloved, it had been better for such that they had
never been bow. Therefore as we desire to have comfort when we die, let us
labour to be fruitful while we live. St Paul, when the time came that he should
die, when he had done his work, you see he that was thus full of self-denial,
how gloriously he ended his days. The second Epistle to Timothy was the last
epistle that ever he wrote, and when he had done his work, saith he, 'I have
fought a good fight, I have kept the faith, I have finished my course: from
henceforth there is a crown of righteousness reserved for me,' 2 Tim. iv. 7.
What a glorious end is here! And indeed those that are thus careful, and
fruitful in their lives and conversations, end their days full of comfort, and
resign their souls to God with full assurance of a blessed change, and only
those. For you have many, when they come to die, what hinders them? Oh I have
been unfruitful, I have not done that good that I might, I have not 'wrought out
my salvation with fear and trembling,' Philip. ii. 12. In such a thing I have
done ill, such a thing I have omitted. So they are enemies to their own comfort.
Enlarge this in your own meditations, and consider what will comfort you
hereafter, when you shall need most comfort. So I leave the text, and come to
This holy and blessed man whose funeral now we solemnize, was of St Paul's
spirit. He did desire to die, and be with Christ; he had a desire while he lived
to take all opportunities to do good. I speak of that time when he lived, that
is, when he was good, for we live no longer than we are good. Let us not reckon
that life, wherein we do no good. After God had wrought upon his heart, he had a
public heart to do good. If I wanted matter to speak of, I could tell you of his
alliance and birth, having two worthy judges of reverend esteem, the one his
grandfather, the other his uncle. The one bred him, the other cherished and
promoted his study and endeavours; but what should I speak of these things when
he hath personal worth enough? I need not go abroad to commend this man, for
there were those graces and gifts in him that made him so esteemed, that verily,
I think, no man of his place and years lived more desired, and died more
1. For his parts of nature, they were pregnant and solid; but as one said to
Melancthon, his disposition and loving mind did gain as much love from men as
his parts, though they were great.
2. His learning was good; for beside his own profession, he was a general
scholar, and had good skill in that we call elegant learning, and controverted
points of divinity. He was a good divine. Indeed, in the turning of his life,
when he should have adventured upon a profession, he had some thoughts of being
a divine, had not his friends, especially his uncle, Judge Yelverton, disposed
him otherwise, by promoting his study in the law; and when he took upon him that
profession, he grew so in it, that he was a credit to the profession for
integrity, sincerity, and ability.
3. For his disposition he was every way a man of an excellent sweet temper,
mild, and yet resolute; meek, and yet bold where cause was; discreet, yet not
over-discreet, so as not to stand out in a good cause in the defence of it; he
was humble, yet thought himself too good to be instrumental to any services
other than stood with the peace of his conscience; he was tractable and gentle,
yet immovably fixed to his principles of piety and honesty; he was exact in his
life, yet not censorious; very conscionable and religious, but without any vain
curiosity; indeed, he was everyway of a sweet temper. If he stood out in dislike
of any, in any matter, he carried it usually with evidence of such sincerity,
and denial of self-seeking, that he usually prevailed where he put in.
4. To come to his private personal carriage, it was very pious. He was wont to
sequester himself from his employment and labour, to bring his heart under to
God, to the guidance of God's Spirit: his study was to study to die; for he
gathered choice things out of the sermons he heard about death, many years
before he died, to lay up store of provision against that time; and two or three
terms before he died he had a special care to inquire of nearer communion with
God. He inquired of those he conversed with of the way to attain the same, and
was willing to hear any discourses that tended that way.
5. For his care of the Sabbath, it was his delight. His custom was, after
sermon, to retire and ruminate upon what he had heard, to turn it into his
spirit. Alas, for want of this, how many sermons are lost in this great city!
How much seed is spilt in vain! What nourishment can there be without digestion?
it is the second digestion that breeds nourishment; when we chew things, and
call them to mind again, and make them our own. This was his custom every
6. For his carriage to others, he was a constant friend, and his study was, to
labour to make those good he conversed withal. He conversed with few, but they
were the better for him, he was so fruitful; and he would have intimate society
with none, but he would do good or take good from them. You have many in the
society where he lived, that may bless God all the days of their life that ever
they knew him.
7. For his carriage in his government of the place where he lived, I think there
are none that are able to judge, but will give him the testimony of a faithful,
prudent governor. He was so careful of the town where he was recorder, that he
provided for them after his death, and gave them a large legacy, two hundred
merks, to set the poor on work.
8. For the honourable society wherein he was a governor, he carried himself with
that resolution, for good order and good exercises, and was such a strict
opposer of any abuse, which he judged to be so, that the house will have a
special want of him. I fear, rather, I desire from my soul, that that honourable
society may so flourish as they may have no want of good Master Sherland.
9. For his more public carriage, by virtue of his place at Northampton, where he
was recorder, he was called to be a member of the body-representative in
Parliament, wherein both his ability and spirit appeared to all that knew him.
You may see by this what manner of man we have lost.
He died before he was come to the middle of his years, a young man to speak of;
and he did a great deal of work in a little time. God had ripened him for his
business extraordinarily, and gave him a spirit to bestir himself to do all the
good he could. These be wondrous ill times, beloved, to lose such men as he was;
therefore we have cause to lay it to heart the more. The commonwealth wants him,
the town and country where he lived will want him, the society where he was a
governor will want him, the family where he was a governor will find a miss in
him. He went wisely in and out; he was able for family duties; he had more than
ordinary sufficiency; he was of Joshua's mind, 'Choose who you will serve, but I
and my house will serve the Lord,' Josh. xxiv. 15, and to help him the more, he
had the happiness to marry into a religious family; he had a good helper.
Now for the church. Though his profession was the law, yet that will have a
great want of him. He was a hearty and true promoter of the cause of religion,
and shewed his love to the church, by his care of it now he is departed. He gave
four hundred pounds to buy in impropriations; he gave an hundred pounds for the
breeding up of poor scholars, and there is never a good minister round about
where he lived, but had encouragement from him. Indeed, he was a man of special
use and service; and as he honoured God in his life, so God hath honoured him in
his death, as you may see by this honourable assembly of worthy people, met in
love to him.
His death was, as the death of strong men useth to be, with conflicts between
nature and his disease, but with a great deal of patience; and in his sickness
time he would utter Paul's disposition, Oh, saith he, you keep me from heaven,
you keep me from glory, being displeased with those that kept him alive, with
conference out of love.
He had a large heart to do good, for though he were fruitful, and studied to be
fruitful, yet oft in his sickness in a complaining manner he would say, Oh, I
have not been so wise for my own soul as I ought to be; I have not been
provident enough in taking opportunities of doing and receiving good.
Beloved, shall such a man as he was, so careful, so fruitful, so good, shall he
complain thus? What shall a company of us do? Beloved, those that have warmed
their hearts at the fire of God's love, they think zeal itself to be coldness,
and fruitfulness to be barrenness. Love is a boundless affection. He spake not
this from want of care; but love knows no bounds. Therefore he took the more
opportunities of doing good.
Make Use of His Example
Well, I beseech you, beloved, let not this example pass without making good use
of it. God will call us to a reckoning, not only for what we hear, but for what
we see: he will call us to a reckoning for the examples of his people.
Therefore, as we see here what a holy disposition was in St Paul, and in this
blessed man now with God, so let us labour to find the same disposition in
ourselves. Paul hath now his desire; he is dissolved, and he is with Christ,
that is best of all. This holy man hath his desire; he desired not to be kept
from his glory and happiness, on which his mind was set before. Let us therefore
labour with God in the use of good means, to have the same disposition; and in
this moment let us provide for eternity; out of eternity before, and eternity
after, issueth this little spot of time to do good in. Let us sow to the Spirit,
account all time lost that either we do not or take not, good in. Opportunity is
God's angel. Time is short, but opportunity is shorter. Let us catch at all
opportunities. This is the time of worship. Oh, let us sow now. Shall we go to
sowing then, when the time comes that we should reap? Some begin to sow when
they die, that is the reaping time. While we have time let us do all good,
especially where God loves most, to those that are good.
To Die Well is a Matter of Every Day
Consider the standings and places that God hath set us in; consider the
advantages in our hands, the price that we have; consider that opportunity will
not stay long. Let us therefore do all the good we can, and so if we do,
beloved, we shall come at length to reap that, that this blessed saint of God,
St Paul here in the text, and this blessed man, for whose cause we are now met,
do enjoy. Therefore, if we desire to end our days in joy and comfort, let us lay
the foundation of a comfortable death now betimes. To die well is not a thing of
that light moment as some imagine: it is no easy matter. But to die well is a
matter of every day. Let us daily do some good that may help us at the time of
our death. Every day by repentance pull out the sting of some sin, that so when
death comes, we may have nothing to do but to die. To die well is the action of
the whole life. He never dies well for the most part that dies not daily, as
Paul saith of himself, 'I die daily,' 1 Cor. xv. 31; he laboured to loose his
heart from the world, and worldly things. If we loose our hearts from the world
and die daily, how easy will it be to die at last! He that thinks of the vanity
of the world, and of death, and of being with Christ for ever, and is dying
daily, it will be easy for him to end his days with comfort. But the time being
past, I will here make an end. Let us desire God to make that which hath been
spoken effectual, both concerning Paul, and likewise concerning this blessed
man, for whose cause we are met together.